I read up till the 2nd book from the Twilight trilogy. and, I have to stop for now because it’s making me remember what sadness and lost feels like. a hole in the chest and a lump in the throat. when there is physically no lumps and no holes. and there used to be a long time when there was nothing that I could do about it.
“It was a crippling thing, this sensation that a huge hole had been punched through my chest, excising my most vital organs and leaving ragged, unhealed gashes around the edges that continue to throb and bleed despite the passage of time.”
from New Moon by Stephenie Meyer.




8 responses so far ↓
MaryamH // December 4, 2008 at 4:16 pm |
I’ve yet to cave in and read the books, but from what I hear they are good. would you recommend them? i only have the ebooks tho..
you are lucky then that you had a time where you didn’t remember what that felt like. its horrible, like you’re empty somewhere deep inside and its aching with a longing for something you’re not quite sure f…
nathanbriscoe // December 4, 2008 at 4:44 pm |
I only read the first book, but I hear the second is heavy!
Check out this male’s perspective on Twilight(novel)–maybe my reasoning will resonate with you!
Meem // December 5, 2008 at 5:18 am |
Maryam, I enjoyed reading all 3 books very much, finished reading the 3rd one recently. They were better than I expected.
Yeah, it was horrible, except that I knew what I had lost. Wait a min, you’re using present tense, u r going through that now?
Meem // December 5, 2008 at 5:34 am |
Nathan, the book on Edward’s perspective is not out yet, isn’t it? I’d love to read that.
fika // December 8, 2008 at 12:50 pm |
Oh gosh. I’m totally checking that book out now.
Meem, have you read Beedle the Bard yet??
meem // December 8, 2008 at 4:09 pm |
Yes, I think you’d enjoy twilight.
I haven’t read Beedle the Bard yet, have you?
fika // December 9, 2008 at 1:46 pm |
Yes, it’s really smart. Really enjoyed it
I can lend you if you want.
I miss Harry :’(
MaryamH // December 18, 2008 at 1:29 pm |
it comes and goes as it pleases. not so much these days though